Hello need to vent

Ok so basically my lovely husband and I got into and disagreement on the b-day party for mr. e........and to some up the whole story is I wanted to have it at the house and he wants to have it at a preschool that has b-day parties and invited people that dont want to have anything to do with me...why in the hell would I want to spend 2 hrs with them....they dont give a crap about me or e.....well anyway get to the point mr. j said its not his fault that I only have one friend and none others well I sorry but I will never regret my decision and I am sorry I have morals....I do not want to be a lemming if I spelled that right....all they are at ua are lemmings........all their wives are lemmings.......I mean I am not meaning all but if you dont at like them you are nobody. I just hate it here so much....I cant help that I have only one friend............I moved here cause I was in love....love makes you do crzy things...I was an ambassordor at snead state and on sga and was in the homecoming court.....I had tons of friends.......but in the end they were backstabbers always saying stupid mean hurtful things....thats why I only trust few people.......